Saturday, 17 January 2015

just another blog...

Anxiety is such a bitch. It just fucks up everything. Im supposed to be having a good night with my sister and niece but anxiety has just taken over and I've retreated into a bubble with the computer and occasionally nodding to pretend I'm in the conversation. Their just talking away and don't realise I'm not joining in. I find its better this way. At least  don't have to explain and bring the buzz down. No one wants to know anyway. Even if you explain, you just come across as weird.  You can be most lonely when you're in a room full of people.

Hope everyone has had a good start to the new year anyway. I have despite this horrible set back. :)

2 comments:

  1. Even though your friends and family may not be able to understand or relate, they do care and you matter to them.

    This comment may not help now, but hopefully it will if/when there is a next time.
    Remember, you are not alone and it can get better.

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  2. I do have a great set of friends and my family are brilliant. My boyfriend keeps me sane so much too. Hes awesome. I just hate the relapses. Noone tells you about them. Im feeling goodthough. Just for time to time it hits bad. It can just be hard to take in the moment. :)

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