Anxiety is such a bitch. It just fucks up everything. Im supposed to be having a good night with my sister and niece but anxiety has just taken over and I've retreated into a bubble with the computer and occasionally nodding to pretend I'm in the conversation. Their just talking away and don't realise I'm not joining in. I find its better this way. At least don't have to explain and bring the buzz down. No one wants to know anyway. Even if you explain, you just come across as weird. You can be most lonely when you're in a room full of people.
Hope everyone has had a good start to the new year anyway. I have despite this horrible set back. :)