"Fear leads to anger. Anger leads to hate. Hate leads to suffering"
Hello dumplings. Here's my random blog of the week. Im mostly trying to take my mind of the pain in my body. The pain is mostly located in my lower half tonight. From my hips right down to my ankles and I cannot relax enough to sleep and now it's starting to slowly creep up to my top half now :( I havent had a flare up like this in a while now. The the only way to describe it is , it's like having the flu all the time. Like, even your bones hurt. I'll eventually fall to sleep out of exhaustion.
I hate this type of flare up. It leaves me so fatigued and utterly wiped out. To pass the time mostly when im like this I watch YouTube. Everyone I know has gone to sleep so YouTube becomes my secret lover. It tempts me every night. I like to go on random YouTube searches. I'll watch say, a Ray William Johnston video..then Ill click a random one underneath and continue to do so till I end up in the weird part of youtube. That's where you find the good shit...mostly. Im subscribed mostly to game channels but also comedy,music and famous youtubers like Smosh, Shane Dawson, etc. I go on random Smosh/Shane Dawson or whoever marathons but always end up in the cat video section! We all do!
Come on admit it! ;)
I havent been playing to much lately because it turned out I pulled a muscle in my neck. Dont ask me how I did it because I do not know. I just slept weird or stretched to much. But it was very painful and it was so sore trying to play. So I have no random gaming madness at the moment..although. I did download a game from Playstation Plus called 'Thomas Was Alone' I had no clue what this was about at all when I downloaded it. But I enjoyed it....I think. It had hints of portal 2 humor and is voiced over by Danny Wallace of all people. It's basically a puzzle platform type of game that kind of reminds me a bit of Outland. (Another excellent game) but the gameplay has to be somewhat precise as you play. If you've played 'Braid' before then think of the challenging gameplay there. It's starts of simple enough and as you play you left thinking it's all a bit to easy. You guide Thomas, who's a square, around a puzzlescape to a doorway and he's free..but then another one joins you and then another. Im assuming more join you but I only got as far as the 'john' character, the 3rd one before frustration took over :D
( I can see myself getting totally addicted to this just like I did with Flight Control or 4 Elements. Damn puzzle games and their fiendish addictive ways)
Here's a link to some gameplay of Thomas was alone if you are intrigued by it.
Im looking forward to the end of the summer..the end? I hear you cry, but it hasn't even begun! Indeed my friends but in September we have Grand Theft Auto 5, in October we have the new Batman game and in November, legend has it Gran Turismo 6...( though in fairness we had to wait 5 years between GT4 and 5) but hey! If it's true I will be extremely happy. There is also of course the new Call of Duty, most likely in November. That'll be nice as the campers will leave Black ops2 to camp on COD:Ghosts instead, leaving us fair gamers to play peacefully online.
I say 'peacefully'
In May, PlayStation Plus are giving away 5 free new games too including Hitman Absolution and Catherine. Both of which I really wanted so im a happy bunny. My next two to buy on my wishlist is Crysis 3 and Resident Evil 6. I covet them so much.
Ugh, daylight is starting to break. I should try sleep. Fuck you flare up, you've won this round! >:(
*mutters for hours*